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I haven't written in a few days. Grandma's lawyer lost her Promisary note and now she may loose her house and place of residence. I have officially started smoking again. I was given a pack of smokes by a friend because I was stressed out. I thought, well I will just have one when I am stressed out to relax. Ya that lasted umm a week and a half. And now I am craving so bad. I need a smog when I am board, lonely, stressed, walking outside, walking to the mail box, talking on the phone, driving, ahhhh. The toxins have sucked me in again. At least I haven't boughten a pack yet. This doesn't mean I will mooch off of people. Hey if they offer, thats different. Fair game if you ask me.
Liljsm looks like he maybe able to save Takara after all. She will not be the same, but she will be there. Found out that not only am I going home for Christmas, but my parents will be taking grass and me to Niagara Falls to see my other Grandma. I am very happy. Family means a lot to me. I'm not sure how Grass will feel. Probably like he is being dragged around like a dog. It's funny because when I first came here to visit he wanted me to meet all his friends and family. He doesn't really want anything to do with my family. Oh well. Probably a man thing.