I think I am over it, I have other stuff to worry about.

Ok it has been a few days since the last incident occurred. I believe I have comed down, looked at it in every perspective I can, and believe I can just move on. It's not on my mind constantly anymore. The one thing on my mind is how do I begin to speak to someone I was once so close to again after feeling so much anger and sadness for. Anyone have any suggestions? I know just pick up the phone and open my mouth and start talking about something ridiculous. But there is one thing that still bugs me though, and its not just about this person its about anybody that has made a comment about my intelligence before. I am very sensitive about it. I realize I can be an airhead, as some would say and have blond moments. I can handle a smart ass remark here and there about something I have done that is just blond of me. But there is a part of me that gets hurt and offended, especially when it has to do with my brain. Most of my dear friends and family know that I came inches away from death when I was a teen due to my thyroid. Most of them realize what the effects have done to me. What I don't get is why if they know that my brain is fucked up in many ways, such as I don't read, spell, write, do math, in addition to decision making, comprehension, hearing, seeing, and speech has been affected. I was an "A" student with yes a learning disorder, but I was freaking smart. I am not making excuses for my stupidity in anyway, I am just saying it hurts and I have never said it has before and I am now.
In other news.... My dad found out some info about his job. Apparently another mechanic did something that they accused my father of. They know now he did not do it but want him to take demerits for it. They think he should hold some of the responsibility for something he had no involvement or knowledge of.