Weekly update

After return the Palm Pile of Shit I was inclined to buy the exact same one. Got home and decided that I can do things on my own. So I took the task of installing the thermostat. I was in the "I don't need a man" state to do everything for me. Then I seen the wire, and went umm yah I'm stupid. Anyhow I did get it installed and was quite proud of myself. Grass was off Thursday through Sunday. We spent the most part of Thursday driving around store to store back and forth from the house shopping for god only knows. We ended up buying a bra and tire chains for the tractor. FKN $64.00. Truck tires cost $80.00, what the hell is this world coming to? Friday we were a bunch of morons again. I don't know what it is lately but when ever we leave the house we forget something, we have some kind of home althztimers or some shit. Got groceries for Grandma, went for coffee and I had my favorite all time teenage treat, this ones for you liljsm. Fries, gravey and ketchup. They didn't have white vinegar though. Stop to visit a friend and went home and crashed. Saturday was a promising day. Got up a little late AGAIN, made breakfast and has coffee and talked about the day ahead. Decided to get rain gutters with the saving we have. AHHHHHH Off to Home Depottt and $72.00 later and we don't have all the parts. We also decided to have liljsm and Mama and Papa Jap over for dinner. I made Steak (turned out Yuck I might add embassesingly) Baked tators, Yams, rolls and pumpkin pie with the whip of course.
Liljsm made a casserole; fuck I don't even know how to spell that. It was yumm.
The evening was a success except for the unexpected we all thought would happen, but it was safe.

So this damn Mormon thing. Halloween is a holiday, that should be celebrated on the day it was given. October 31st. Not October the 30th or any other day just to make the damn mormans happy. I don't understand how a Religion can run the fucking community. It really pisses me off. AHHHHHHHH.

No Self Control

So I get a call yesterday morning as I am beginning to post a blog from the wise one. She is in tears and ready to have a heart attack. The wise one is extremely precious to me and grass, so when there is something she needs we are there. Anyway she tells me that the evil stepdaughter on crack calls her that morning and harasses her once again. I will quote what the crack head says to her. "Mr. ? And the ? Family are just waiting for you to die so they can take everything from you and not have to help you any longer". Who says that to a 78 year old with a heart condition. In addition to this comment she orders the wise one to do this and do that and bend over and kiss the crack heads ass. I believe the crack head is a control freak and worried that she may not get anything when wise one dies. Well she is right on the money. I told wise one to just ignore her and concentrate on the good things she has. This crack head has no control over herself and wishes to have to power to control others. She must be stopped and dissenigrated. Now my question is.... "What can I do to help stop crack head"? Nothing; I know.

Day wasted...
liljsm offers grass and me gift cards to home depot. I pick him up and head to the store to pick up a thermostat we need for the palace. So many to choose from and here we find a touch screen one that looks like a damn palm pilot. I thought to my self cool but yet ugly, a damn computer on the freaking wall in the hallway, nah I'll stick to the traditional one. What do I buy, the palm pile of shit, thats what. I get to liljsm's house and decide to take it out of the package and inspect it, the fucker raddles inside, the hot/cool/off button don't work. FUCK. By this time in the day I was so tired I didn't wana run back to the store. I didn't even get the rest of my arronds done for the day nor my laundry, you think I wanted to go back and get another palm pile of shit?

I really don't know

What a day I had yesterday. Got up at 5am to make breakfast for my husband who we will call grass. Well my blog today will have to go on hold for now. For I must tend to the Wise One.

A new hobbie

So a friend asked me why I didn't have a blog. I replied with "I don't know anyone that would read it", he then replied back, "it is not for someone else to read it is for you to vent.".
I have to agree. So this is where I begin.

I really think there is something wrong with me, beside all the ovious issues. I can't figure out why I can't keep a job. I have racked my head and I don't know what is wrong with me. I do come across the idea that it may that I want kids and want to be home with them and then all of a sudden I want to take a bat and beat myself senseless for thinking that way. You see I was not brought up that way and I am totally apposed (in a opion thinking way) with making your husband go to work day after day while you sit on your ass. But critics would disagree and say that being a housewife or a homemaker is a job in it self. I get caught in between these thoughts so often, because I know we can't afford me not to work. But what keeps me from succeeding in the employment world, is it lack of motivation, responsibility, or am I just a usuless bitch?