9.17.2005

I swear there is nothing left in me

Well I am 12 1/2 weeks along. I offically vomit every single thing. Food, liquid and pills. I keep nothing down. Doctor was concerned since I wasn't getting my meds in that I should have B-6 shots 2x/week @ $10 a peice. Plus supositories 2x/day. Well thats not working. Plus I am not sleeping. Ok I know I asked for it, I wanted to get pregnant. But holy crap I havn't met anyone with these kind of issues. So I am complaining today. I am exsauted and dizzy from no sleep ( I can understand no sleep), no nutrition, and no Thyroids meds in me. Thats all I need now is for my Thyroid to have problems and it to affect the baby. I know, just thank my Lord for giving me this little miracle. I do I really do. Well I need to go and get to work. Oh please help me get through this shift with out vomiting.!!!

9.13.2005

I actually believe it

Its been over a week since I last blogged. Figure I should. I have been at Wal-Mart now for 13 days. I have to say I have no complaints. I have been on the registers for over a week now alone and seem to do pretty good. Today although I really fcked up. A lady came in and bought $960 work of gift cards each with different amounts ranging from 100, 50, 35, 20 increments. I had to scan and swipe each card and then put the specific amount on the cards. I did that. The lady noticed I accidentally put a few cards on the magnetic strip. So after she paid for them I told her that I could did not think I could find out if I demagnitized them and that customer service could. She said she didn't have time and wanted new ones. Well I tried checking, instead I accidentally put $300 more on the cards and then gave her cards that weren't activated. GRRRRRRRRRRR. Hell I told her I couldn't do it and that I would need help and she just refused and got pissed off. I screwed up so bad. After she left I got a CSM and told them what happened. Thank God they can fix it. Hell if you are gonna come in and get like 25 gift cards obviously it is gonna take awhile, you should make time. Anyhow they let me go home early. Yahoooo!!!
Ok so enough about work. Yesterday was my birthday. We went to Red Lobster, Yummy!!! and then to the Doctor and guess what we heard the baby's heartbeat. I still can't believe it. It seems a little more real and not so much a dream though. Grass recorded it on the camera. EMBARRASSING!!! He wants to send it to family and friends. Who the heck wants to see me on a table with a nurse rubbing my stomach?? Not I!!! Oh well we are so happy. Mom called and listened to it, she calls it HER BABY!!
Off to relax a bit.