A new direction in my life

Wal-Mart here I come. I got a job at Wal-Mart, I start tomorrow bright and early. God I hate mornings. Especially being pregnant. My last day for my old job was today, bitter sweet I must say. I will really miss all the residents, none of the administration. They are a bunch of politically correct, discriminating, narrow minded, two faced, lying, religious freaks. I feel bad for everybody else that is still there. Sorry forgive me. Nothing against religion.
Anyways on to other things....
Well I am 10 weeks along now. I throw up here and there, have lots of cramping, headaches galore and ummm well I don't sleep much either. I am sure every woman has had these symtoms. Hopefully in month they will taper down, I don't want to be like my mother was with me, sick for 7 months.
We get to hear the heart beat on my birthday and in 10 more weeks find out the sex. OH I hope so bad its a girl. I think it will be a nice little birthday gift.
Grass and I will probably just take a drive to Chubbic for our birthdays, and go to Red Lobster. Nothing fancy, the gas there will cost enough. Well we haven't heard from JSM, hope him and Tron are doing well. I know they are.
Leonard is suppose to move back here. SHould here from him soon.
I better be getting ready for bed!!

It's official I am pregnant

Finally after all this time I have something to blog about. Grass and I are expecting. I'll start from the beginning.
In the middle of July I had to take care of a tooth, so I new I was gonna go to a dentist and gets lots of drugs for the pain. My period was already late but that's nothing new. But to be cautious I took a test. It was negative. Well I took care of the tooth. I began to have gas problems and (sorry this gets gross) have constipation. Not normal for me, plus no period still. So on 7/27/05 I took another test. POSITIVE. I got into the doctors the next day and he confirmed it.
Well on 8/1/05 I began to have a lot of bleeding while have bowl movements. My OB had me rush in and do a HCG test to make sure there was still pregnancy hormones in my blood. It was about 15000. So they worried I was having a miscarriage and had an emergency ultrasound done. Turns out (I will probably explain this wrong) the placenta is moving and causing a tear. The OB ordered me to best rest and said I have a 40% chance of having a miscarriage. So I have been bed ridden since. Today I haven't had any bleeding so that is a good sign, but I need all the support I can get and guess what, Grass is all I have here. He has been unbelievably wonderful, but I am so scared. I am not good alone. So please if you have the time, could you say a prayer for us. Thank you.